SAD

I reli dun noe want how 2 say v him...
I now reli very scare coz..
I feel like I already loss...
But he like nothing..
Izit he no love me liao???
So he wont care???
I can feel dao like he already no love me...
Sad reli very sad...
T.T

Suddenly gud bak v he...

Suddenly gud bak with him..
Izit means got change 2gether v he back???
yesterday is my final exam..
Start v management..
Is a gud start..
Coz I noe how 2 answer...
But my assignment not yet done...
Group and individual oso not yet doe..
Haiz...




But most important de is...
Now I feel very sleepy
But cant slp coz 2molo thursday got entrepreneur exam...
So  now need study till late late...
Reli very sleepy...

Until 2day I only know...

Until now I only know for him...
Friend is important than me...
I dun noe why he can so dulan LKC...
But he wont hate ppl that hurt me...
Izit coz of that ppl hurt de is me not he so he no feeling???

My feeling 2 him..

I from f2 already start love he...
     But that time he only love YeeNee..
          Until Kok Chin come..I let it go..when Kok Chin go...I wait he...
               When YeeNee go time,I think I got change...
                    But my change have took by Rain Stop liao..
                                                                                                    
                             Until now my change have came back to me... 
                     But I only can have for 8 months.....
              Why??? Why??? Why???
        Who take liao our love????
   Why want take our love??? 

Weird feeling...

8.11.2011                                                                     
He talk to me..                                                               

He ply with me..                                                             
We sing song  2gether..                                                  
But he no tell wat he feeling now..                                   
Suddenly cry out..                                                          
When he talk to me I feel wan cry..                                 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

The feeling so empty..                                                                                                                                    
The mind so empty..                                                                                                                                      
Wat oso cant do..                                                                                                                                          
Juz think all the pass..                                                                                                                                    
Izit he have same feeling like me???                                                                                                               
Juz now got suddenly feel want hold his hand..
After that i oso stop tis feeling..
If I hold his hand..
He will how...
Reli want to noe...
I dun noe he still got love me o not..
He juz act like nothing..
I feel very penalty...
                                                                                                                                                                    

Lonely..

7.11.2011
Feel very lonely..
                         Even he is beside me..
                                                           I also feel very lonely..
                        Maybe the action that he do make me feel very lonely..
         He wont automatic talk with me..
Feel very lonely...




                                                                             Now he sleeping..
                                                 But I do my thing..
Now I do wat he oso wont folo
                                                         Feel lonely when alone do thing...

Mummy bday..

 7.11.2011
9.11.2011 is my mummy bday..
But we all early celebrate with her.. 
Tis is my 2nd brother... 
Handsome???
Ugly???
Cute???
Cold???




 

Tis is my mummy...

  





The delicious food....                                                                      







 

 The taste not bad also....

 Mummy choose de food...
Very spicy....
The beverages look very special...
When cold time the flower will close..
But when hot time the flower will open..
Tis beverages name "flower talk"...
A cute name...

Tis is my food...
And the black color beverages is call as "bubble roster pearl "..
The taste like herbal drink..
Very bitter...4get 2 add the honey..












But more bitter thing is my big brother dun wan celebrate mummy bday..
He say him 2day not free..
But he should brush-off all the excuse...
Not mummy is more important than all this ma???
Dun noe my brother now doing wat le...

Daddy bday...

7.11.2011

20.10.2011 is my daddy bday.. 
                              Tis is my daddy..

We all take he go eat stick.. 

Tis is the stick that I and my 2nd brother eat... 

                                    Tis is my mummy...

He noe ma??

                                                                                                     7.11.2011
                                                                             Why he dun noe my feeling de??
                                                         Or he already noe and not care at all??
                                                                                   I reli think he is my prince..
                                                         I reli think he is my husband..
                                                                           I reli think he is my beloved..
                                                                           But all change 2 my normal friend..
                                                                               So heart pain aaaarrrr....
                                          I hope I can get a eye that wont cry..
                                                                               I wan a lip that wont lie..
                                I wan a heart that wont change love and understand wat I wan..

What a bad day....

6.11.2011
Tis is my 1st time write blog..
Last time I wont write blog..
I feel very waste time, energy..
But now reli dun have ppl that I can tell..
8 months..
Our memory and love had took by who??
I already tell he..
If I tell liao..
I wont 'U' turn..
But he want I tell..
Now I fell very miss him..
Be friend back..
I feel more miss him..
All tis also coz of the lie..
Why he wan do like that??
Why he wan ask so much??
Izit he hope be my friend??
All tis is my wrong o he??
I reli wan 2 noe..
I reli got so hard to communicate ma??
I reli got so hate by ppl ma??
I reli cant focus do thing la..
My mind all also is he..
Hate..
Very Hate..
8 months like that gone liao..