Heart broken

29.05.2012 Now I only know that actually what I do also is useless... In his heart... His mum always are right even his mum doing wrong thing... If his mum say I'm a bad girl he will agree what ever his mum say... This really make me so heart pain...

Sick is Bad or Good???

Today finally sick already... "FINALLY SICK" izit feel very weird??? Where got people say finally sick... But I'm the 1 say this word... Not because lazy to work or study but is just about a care, and love. When I sick... My BEBE will very care me, and love me more... This make me feel like I'm the most happy people in the world... If I no sick all this care and love I can't get it... Even sick is very painful but I feel is worth... This sick make me can get all the care and love that I want... I will try to hurt myself to get this little care and love... Am I stupid????

Feel very unwell

Today is only the forth days work...
But already feel very unwell...
Got some fever...
Got some body pain...
But still need to work...
Just now send a mesage to Bebe...
But he like no feeling...
This make me feel more unwell...
So sad...
T@T

25.05.2012

This day...work at WONG KOK (third days)
I feel very tired...
Even very tired...
But when I see dao BEBE...
Feel very comfortable and happy...
With eating a vanila ice cream brought at McDonald...
A smile face...
Let me feel very happy...



But however...
Reach home all this happy loss...
Comfortable loss...
I now only know that he don't like my mummy...
This make me so fan...
I just hope what I do also is want our future good...