Sick is Bad or Good???

Today finally sick already... "FINALLY SICK" izit feel very weird??? Where got people say finally sick... But I'm the 1 say this word... Not because lazy to work or study but is just about a care, and love. When I sick... My BEBE will very care me, and love me more... This make me feel like I'm the most happy people in the world... If I no sick all this care and love I can't get it... Even sick is very painful but I feel is worth... This sick make me can get all the care and love that I want... I will try to hurt myself to get this little care and love... Am I stupid????