A broken heart

I told him that I want to broke with him... When I was angry time I say that I did not love him anymore... But when I cool down time... I feel that I still love him... But how ever... I give him the chance... He don't want... This afternoon he did not send any message to me... That means he also agree to broke with me... This is my first time that when I was broken heart... Feel want to cry but can't cry... But the tear will automatic flow... Izit this call cry??? At last he choose JINO... Not MELISSA LING... Why I so stupid??? Because of him... I change my English name to Melissa... ( coz yeenee English name is Melissa ) Izit now I change to JINO LING he will choose me again??? This came to my mind...